I felt like a small seed
in an ocean of dead grass.
Not yet how I wanted to be.
Not yet who I wanted to be.
I didn’t know who I was
in that classroom in fourth grade
where everyone
swayed and seemed lifeless.
I wanted to release myself, to let them know who I am.
I just needed friends.
Through time, I slowly revealed all that I am.
Bright. Funny. Musical. Full of life. Vibrant.
At the beginning of the year,
our lunch table was separated: boys on one end,
girls on the other, as if an invisible force kept us apart.
Towards the end, we integrated.
We sat next to each other shoulder to shoulder, and
talked as if we’d known each other for
a long time.
My best friends are not who you’d expect them to be.
They are all guys. Nothing wrong with that.
To me, they aren’t like dead grass, as
most people in that class were.
They were lively green, with never ending roots.
Evan. He seemed quiet.
Boy, was I wrong.
He is energetic and sings a lot.
I sometimes think he’s immortal.
He can climb a tree, hanging fearlessly upside down,
fall, and survive. Amazing.
He’s a good buddy.
Part of the puzzle.
Daniel. I’ve known him for three years now.
The best word to describe him is: hungry.
He’s starving all the time and eats like a vaccum.
” Are you gonna eat that?”.
Funny thing is, he’s skin and bones.
His shaggy black hair reminds me of a cheerful dog.
He’s a good buddy.
Part of the puzzle.
Fernando. A poet and friend.
Last year, we had to write poems.
His were deep, touching, phenomenal.
He is extremely kind and loving.
He’s a good buddy.
Part of the puzzle.
Emilio. From the moment I met him: instant friends.
Incredibly funny.
Makes me smile.
Always there.
His curly hair seems impossible to keep short.
So many memories.
He’s a good buddy.
Part of the puzzle.
Allan. Also known as Tina.
We are really close friends, even though
I’ve only known him for two years.
He includes me.
He understands how I feel.
He’s a good buddy.
Part of the puzzle.
They made me feel accepted and appreciated way back in fourth grade
and still do now.
Being in different classes changes the frequency of when we see each other.
But that doesn’t change us.
” One of the guys”, I say with pride.
We never fight. Never argue. Or stay mad for long.
They are like my brothers.
We play around. Goof off.
So immature.
I’d like to keep it that way forever.
Evan, Daniel, Fernando, Emilio, and Allan.
And me.
Differently shaped pieces.
One is immortal.
One is a shaggy, hungry dog.
One is bright and caring.
One is immensely funny.
One is understanding and a great friend.
One is a girl. Musical. Cheerful.
Six pieces.
Joined together like a puzzle.
Without one, we’re unfinished.
When fitted, we make a picture.
I’m glad to be part of the puzzle.
- Laura Pinzon
Dedicated to Evan B, Daniel D, Fernando P, Emilio G, and
Allan P.